Read: Autobiographical Poetry 2000


After 30 years of writing occasional pieces of poetry(1962-1992), I have now written poetry 13 years much more extensively and intensively(1993-2005). The poetry here comes from just one year. It does not represent all the poetry I wrote that year. I hope, in the months and years ahead, to place all the poetry I wrote each year in the respective location at BARL.  

                                                                    THE LAST THIRTEEN YEARS

                                                                                                                  IN 5000 POEMS

On May 30th, my last day in Canada, after spending half my life there as a child and young man, I visited The Art Gallery of Ontario. There was a special exhibition of the work of Charlotte Salomon, an artist during the Nazi era. She was an artist for whom her painting was her autobiography. The following quotations from books of her work and about her work convery what she was trying to do. They both contrast with and compare to what I am trying to accomplish in my own poetic autobiography. And so these few days in Canada will close with a meditation on autobiography. -Ron Price, Pioneering Over Three Epochs, 30 May 2000, written at 'The Village on the Grange shopping centre,' 275 Dundas Street West, Toronto, 4 pm.

Whereever she happened to be she pulled out her sketchbook. She had to unburden herself and her language was paint and brush. -Emil Straus, a friend: Charlotte Salomon: Life? or Theatre?, Zwolle, 1998, p.6.

She used her lifestory to create a unique work of art.             -ibid.,p.31.

She used colours, people, rooms, environments, texts, music and film to serve one goal: to create for an audience a certain distance between herself as the subject of her own life story: herself as the story-telling artist. At the same time she aimed to provide as much emotional information as the audience needed to feel at one with her, as the artist; to feel close to the story she was creating on each page and in her total pictorial opus.                   -Ron Price with thanks to the publishers, Zwolle, as above: idem.

She passed the last year of her life in more than 700 scenes. -Mary Felstiner, To Paint Her Life: Charlotte Salomon in the Nazi Era, U of Cal. Press, Berkeley, 1997, p.ix.

We have here an autobiography without an "I." It is a chronicle with visuals.-ibid.,p.xi.

I passed the last thirteen years of my life

in over five thousand poems,

from the age of 43 to 56

while the Hanging Gardens,

the terraces,

the Mt. Carmel Project

was being constructed.

This was the sustaining pattern

behind the jumble of human existence;

this was the source of the great renewal.

This was what whipped up

the autumn leaves

into dancing forms

and kept at bay the world's sadness.

Ron Price

30 May 2000

                                                                                                                  THE START



One thing I try to do in many of my poems is to bring together in one clump, one patch, one poem of words: something from society, something from my own personal life and something from my religion. A tripartite division of material coming together under one roof, one system of flowing meaning, one synchronized set of terms gives me a sense of completeness, fulfullment, synthesis. The following poem is an example of such a triangle of poetic content. When I do this in a sonnet pattern it is the closest I get to form, to structure, to any remote resemblance to rigidity of framework, with the sole exception of strongly rhyming poems.

-Ron Price with thanks to ABC TV, Baseball, 16 July 2000; and Shoghi Effendi, Messages to America: 1932-1946, Wilmette, 1947, pp.8-13.



When Joe Dimaggio, Bob Feller

and Lou Gehrig were turning them

on in the Majors and the Yankees

seemed unbeatable, the Bahá'ís

launched their first teaching plan,

the Seven Year Plan: 1937-1944,

on April 21st 1937. The initial stage

in the unfoldment of 'Abdu'l-Bahá's

vision of America's spiritual destiny

began and humanity entered the outer

fringes of the most perilous stage

of its existence. My grandfather

had just retired and my mother

and father were about to meet.

Ron Price

16 July 2000





                                                                                          A BAHA'I IMAGINARY

As an individual in a contemporary capitalist society I see the world through what I call a Bahá'í imaginary. This is a coherent, specifiable, politically non-partisan imaginary. It is what might be called an ideal type, one of the many 'ideal types', a term that finds its original in Weberian sociology. It is a variety of social and political consciousness, containing deeply held attitudes and beliefs. This consciousness is a social construct, a vision and, in my own case, a far from arbitrary position that I have incorporated into my way of life through my experience and life history. My poetry tells the story of this incorporation, this life history. I live this imaginary, as Jean Baudrillard calls it,1 as common sense, as the way things are, as the way of the world, as the way things should be.

-Ron Price with thanks to Douglas Kellner, Jean Baudrillard: From Marxism to Postmodernism and Beyond, Stanford UP, Stanford, 1989,pp.186-187.





                                                                                                                              A BUBBLE BLOWN

Virginia Woolf says that in a poem "there must be a pervading sense of belief,"1 or much of our emotion, the poem's and the reader's, will be wasted. The strength of the poem, its intense ray, its sharp and lovely light, comes from the combination of several states of mind, from the expression of a more vigorous, more brilliant, more refined, more exact, more sharpened, sensation than we usually experience in the flesh. It is as if all our faculties are on alert. The weakness of the poem, its failure, is due to the poet losing belief. Even then, there is often an indistinctness to poetry which can lead to monotony, to a lulling soporific state. We are sung to sleep. To compensate for this, we are given the continuous consciousness of the poet in his saturated, enclosed world. We are given a bubble blown from the poet's brain.2

-Ron Price with thanks to Virginia Woolf, Collected Essays, Vol.1, Chatto and Windus, London, 1966(1925), 1p.15, 2p.18.

The vast majority of poetic words

die out leaving not a trace and so,

as I disperse my life in this long

and articulate stream; as I surprise

my readers, however mildly,

with some detail selected and stared at

until it is reduced to its uniqueness,

to some momentary intensity,

to some centre in soliloquy, in self-analysis,

at a precise angle of vision,

as I diminish and particularise or generalise;

as I bring my many different desires together

for that unknown audience,

stamped with my own idiosyncrasies,

I give you all a bubble blown from my brain

from this epoch, this age,

a trace from this seminal period,

from these fleeting years.



Ron Price

17 April 2000



                                                                                                                  A CAMPAIGN

Experience was one of the major sources of Price's poetic capital; but so too were ideas drawn from a multitude of sources. A poet needed to be resourceful in making use of both, if his fertility was to continue unabated. Unlike the fiction writer who could spin yarns artificially especially when he had ceased to have experiences, the poet, at least the kind of poet Price had become, drew on memory, imagination, thought, comprehension and a world of ideas from many disciplines sifted through the alembic of an autobiographical and poetic language, precisely and respectfully used. This was how he came to terms, reached some sort of accommodation, with the world. Modulating, without distorting, his experience; changing the aspect without changing the event: aestheticized, ironized, mythologized, romanticized, sanctified, shaped and reshaped, according to his imagination and the velleities of his inclinations. This was the magic of his poetry; this was the magic Price employed to shape his world, give it form and translate the meaning he had found in life into words on a page.

-Ron Price with thanks to Ian Littlewood, the Writings of Evelyn Waugh, Basil Blackwell, Oxford, 1983.



It wasn't a campaign against boredom,

something he had not known since puberty,

or thereabouts, on the long summer days

in Canada when it was hot and you'd played

Monopoly and Sorry and cards to the nth degree.

He'd made his world habitable

for most of the time except when

pain and sickness intruded their

ugly heads into the ambience he

had created; it seemed he could

not keep some kind of pain away

day after day, year-after-bloody-year.

And it was a campaign

in a very habitable world.

A campaign, yes, indeed!

The war metaphor had insinuated

itself into his being seductively

over several decades,

over these three epochs;

and now his task was

to translate, to describe,

that war among the armies

of the world, the many attacks

on the right and left wings of

the hosts of humankind to the

very centre of the powers of earth.1

This was at the heart of his poetry.

1 'Abdu'l-Bahá, Tablets of the Divine Plan, p.48.



Ron Price

19 April 2000

           

                                                                                    A CELEBRATION OF FRAGMENTATION

One of the many movements, philosophies, views, of the modern world that emerged in the last half of the twentieth century has been postmodernism. It only began to acquire academic expression and form in the mid-1980s, although some writers I have read take it back to the 1950s or even before. The question of its origins is complex and subject to many interpretations. I find my poetry draws on post-modernism's view of the world as it draws on many other views and sifts their ideas through one great noetic integrator, one great model that is a conceptual construction which interprets large fields of reality, transforms experience into attitude and unifies factual knowledge and belief.1 -Ron Price with thanks to 1Daniel C. Jordan and Donald T. Streets, "The Anisa Model: A New Basis for Educational Planning," Young Children, Vol.28, No.5, 1973, p.290.

Postmodernism's many tentacles

of thought and expression

insinuate themselves into my poetry

quite seductively,

at least I can put some of my stuff

into this philosophical camp

with some ease;

for example......

my experience of life

as multiplicity of being

as I try to become one;

An immense skepticism

and an immense affirmation

in the midst of a celebration

of fragmentation and incoherence

with metanarratives completely rejected

by a world I must deal with daily,

requiring of me a reflexivity,

an introspection,1 an analysis

that takes me down the golden

road of understanding

so that I do not need to forgive

because I am not hurt

in the first place

and, if I am hurt,

hopefully I will learn

while there is yet time.

1 Mike Featherstone, Consumer Culture and Post Modernism, Sage, London, 1991, p.64.

                                                     

Ron Price            

26 December 2000

                                                                                                                  A CERTAIN MADNESS

The Greek philosopher Plato wrote that there "is a third form of possession or madness, of which the Muses are the source. This seizes a tender, virgin soul and stimulates it to rapt passionate expression, especially in lyric poetry."1 The madness of the Muses must be at the gates of poetry, Plato goes on, or the poetry will be brought to nought. Skill alone will not make him a good poet.

-Ron Price with thanks to 1Michael Tippett, "Art, Judgement and Belief: Towards the Condition of Music," The Symbolic Order, editor Peter Abbs, The Falmer Press, NY, 1989, p.41.

I was not that tender,

getting on in years,

certainly no virgin,

had had my share of tears.

There was a certain madness;

I have no doubt of that.

I was obsessed by gladness,

my heart relieved just where I sat.

I had got to the end of my tether

as I approached my middle age.

I was tired of all that came my way,

and I turned to the printed page.

A whole new world opened

and I sank my teeth right in.

I got everything I'd wanted

when I was young: out to win.1

I was rewarded with a passion

that took me by the sails

and filled me to overflowing

with infinite poetic tales.                                                                              

But there's more to life than poems.

And as rich as it has been,

it's just a taste of what's to come:

in the life beyond what I have seen.                                    

1 In my late teens, sixteen to eighteen, I gradually defined what was my central aim in life: to be filled with meaning. Slowly, between eighteen and forty-eight, the process of the acquisition of meaning evolved, and in my late forties and fifties the process got a shot in the arm through poetry, the madness of the Muse.



Ron Price

26 September 2000

                                                                                                                              A COLD DEDICATION

Ever since I photocopied a copy of Rainer Maria Rilke's Letters to a Young Poet in 1987 I have been attracted to Rilke's ideas about art and poetry. His philosophy of poetry has been a major influence on my writing; indeed, most of my poetry was written after I read his small book. Yesterday on the Internet I came across several more of his ideas: his longing for liberating death, his view of poems as experiences based on a deep and rich inner life and a life story with its loss, sadness, waiting and working; his idea of saving and storing life experiences and then expunging them in poetry with cold dedication, his emphasis on forgetting memories, his notion that real life exists within waiting to become something. I agree with some of Rilke's thoughts, but toward the end of the poem I add some specifically Bahá'í concepts. I'm inclined to think Rilke would agree with these sentiments from The Book of Certitude and Hidden Words that I have drawn on at the end of this poem, this vahid.

-Ron Price with appreciation for the Quotations Found on the Internet, 13 November 2000.

There's probably too much heat here

in these works to suit your sensibility.1

Once I reach the required temperature,

though, the job is done with cold efficiency,

telling it as straight and cool as I can,

drawing on all those years,

half a life or more,

forgetting a mountain of stuff

that needs to be forgotten

and waiting, always waiting

for something within:

a cleansing of the earthly,

the ears from idle talk,

the mind from vain imaginings,

the heart from worldly affections,

the eyes from that which perishes.2

For life is a cleansing, a purifying:

and what of that sovereignty,

ancient, imperishable, everlasting?

1 Rilke's

2 Bahá'u'lláh, The Book of Certitude, p.3.

3 Bahá'u'lláh, Hidden Words, Number 1.

Ron Price

14 November 2000

                                                                                                      JUST A COMMENT

I find when I write there is an atmosphere in which I feel most at ease, at my best. It is an atmosphere which disappears if I am hungry or thirsty, if I am sexually aroused or without my books which act as a stimulant to my writing, or if there is any noise or disturbance in the house or outside on the lawns or street. Under these conditions I am not able to swim over the past, present or future and shine the light of thought over the commonest little details. My memories are the best source of the tone and texture of my words. In them my benignity is warmer, my humour richer, my solicitude more exquisite, my recognition of beauty, fineness and humanity more measured, mature, more direct and instant. Books and the products of contemplation are also rich sources of my words.

I come to my task as one charged and laden with precious metals, a lifetime of memories, thoughts, experiences and those of many other writers, but with no idea of just how to divest myself of it all. I have selected the prose-poem as the most appropriate vehicle for this divestment and I approach this vehicle each time with a certain heightening of sensation, a certain pleasure, a readiness for action and a knowing sense of dexterity as I dispose a portion of it upon the page. Then the Bahá'í World unfolds over three epochs and beyond. It is set tenderly and solidly before the eyes of readers as a gift. It is set in a defined, limited and restored form, a form based on my experience, thoughts and feelings. The Bahá'í World was, and is, very dear to me. It has given me friendship, opportunity, meaning, the very raison d'etre for my life. With all my creative power I have summoned up all that I can, to give as a gift to the world one man's view, one man's experience over three epochs. It is a peculiar joy to 'summon up remembrance of things past' among the riches of the present and the prognostications for the future.

-Ron Price with thanks to Virginia Woolf, "Henry James," Collected Essays, Vol.1, Chatto and Windus, London, 1966(1925), pp. 270-276.

I deal more in facts with the aim

to create impressions as factually

based as I can. I haul selected

elements of the whole world,

its history and literature into

my poetic, my mind. Poetry,

as a genre, was ready for this

approach after nine decades

of the 20th century had shaken

its foundations, but it was not

likely that, for the foreseeable

future, my poems would be read

or that the face of these three epochs

as I saw and experienced them

would be viewed by many.

My single ray of penetration,

my sharp, and some might see

as narrow, light and outlook,

my merging of private and

public, personal and meta-

narrative, gives to whoever

persists in reading this work:

not a character, not an incident,

not a history of our time, but a

comment of a thoughtful person

on the first four decades of the

tenth stage in humankind's history.1

1 1959-1999 or 1960-2000: the last several years of the ninth and the first thirty-seven years of the tenth stages of history.

Ron Price

28 April 2000




                                                                                                A COMPELLING RUBRIC

Autobiographical poetry is a compelling rubric. For so much of what I write, perhaps all of it, is a story of one kind and another, a story that defines, in part, who I am and explains the process that exists, that runs, under and through the surface expression that is myself and my selves that are presented to the world. There are sides of light, of learning, of adventure, of pleasure and of privilege in this multifaceted self. There are also dark sides, of bewilderment, of vulnerability, of weakness. The communities of which I am a part are inextricably engaged in my speech, my dialogue, my experience, in what makes me who I am. What I write about myself is a part of my role in the creation of community, especially the communities I have invested so much of my time, my energy, my convictions, my body and soul.

-Ron Price, Pioneering Over Three Epochs, 8 September 2000.

I found that realist narrative1

not so much distorting, as

inadequate, devoid of depth,

a somewhat arbitrary construction,

a coherence achieved only

through assiduous editing,

a sense of the whole

deprived of life by monotony,

by a tedium in the telling

and compression of life into text.

But this poetic helps me

go gently into the good night

where old age slows the candle's

waxen taper turn and I burn, burn,

quietly into that blazing light.2



1 My narrative autobiography completed in 1993 with many editing marks and additions to the manuscript during the years that followed.

2 A variation of a poem by W.B. Yeats.

Ron Price

8 September 2000

                                                            A CONTEXT FOR MY SOUL TO SPIN

Several nights ago a TV program gave a breathtaking view of the universe and what we have learned since the early 1920s. The viewer could not help but be dumbfounded by the awesomeness of the view of the universe presented therein. It made me think, on more mature reflection, of the poem Emily Dickinson wrote when confronted with what she saw as the nothingness of the universe and its insubstantial scaffold of meaning.

-Ron Price, Pioneering Over Three Epochs, Unpublished Manuscript, 2000; with thanks to Emily Dickinson, Complete Poems, Number 280; "The Universe," SBS TV, Wednesday, 9 February 2000, 9:30-10:30 pm.

I felt a symphony in my brain

when the universe was revealed.

Kept spinning, spinning

'round and 'round

as I drank in the endless stream.

An unveiled splendour

poured right through.

It seemed as if some wisdom

was at last shown to me.

Great hyacinths of knowledge

sprang up fresh and green.

They beat and beat across my brain

and in the holy city of my heart,

simply beyond comprehension,

a box of fifty billion trillion stars.

I thought of what Muhammed said

No vision taketh in Him.1

A hundred billion galaxies,

a context for my sin.

A context for my soul to spin

forever and a day

down widening fields of light

and space, so rich in every way.

                                                     

1 Qur'an 6: 103.

Ron Price

12 February 2000



                                                                                                            A CONTRIBUTION TO KNOWLEDGE

Socrates once complained, in his Apology, of the inability of poets to talk analytically about their work. According to the significance of its Greek root, the word 'poetry' can cover all forms of art or human productivity. In the tradition of the great books, novelists like Cervantes, Fielding or Melville called themselves poets. Poetry with these writers was regarded as narrative, the invention of good stories. A poet was a teller of tales. Aristotle in his Poetics emphasizes subject matter in poetry not language; plot was the most important thing made by the poet in narrative poetry, not the verses, not the rhyme or metre, according to Aristotle. So, the historian and the poet differed not. "Epics," wrote Cervantes, "may be as well written in prose as in verse." So it is in this epic, this series of thousands of poems written in the fourth epoch of the Formative Age, that I continue a form of poetry, a poetic tradition, going back to the Greeks.             -Ron Price with thanks to The Great ideas: A Synopticon of Great Books of the Western World, Vol. 2, William Benton, Toronto, 1952, p.400.

This is no imaginary construction,

no fable or fantasy of words,

no warble for some made-up tale.

This is a contribution to knowledge

and would pass Kant's muster1

of serious business for understanding,

imagination and a certain play.

I hold the mirror up to nature,

to life and to the world

and have it speak as it lives

and moves before my eyes

over this half century or more.

I strive to be clear, but not ordinary

and use words as simply as possible.

Bacon associated poetry with history;

Aristotle put philosophy in its camp.

My emotions communicate to my intellect

with the power to sap and upheave my world

resulting from some inflamement,

some being carried away with thought

and I heed only one dream: this poetry.2

These many years now I have been drawn

unto Him in prayer and He did answer me

so slowly I was not sure it was Him;

now I am unsure whether I hear with His ear.

Is this the spring whereof the near ones drink?

It is hidden under the veilings of sense.

Have the wrappings of illusion been stripped?3



1 This is how Kant judges poetry: its contribution to knowledge.

2 Emerson's essay "The Poet."

3 Bahá'u'lláh, Seven Valleys, p.24.

Ron Price

15 November 2000

                                                                                                                              A DATA BASE

Beginning in 1937 in the U.K. a project known as Mass Observation has continued to provide a data base, an archive, information about the opinions and experiences of the average Briton. Hundreds of people, mostly women, kept diaries of their observations on subjects initially required by the government for the war effort. The project was discontinued in the early 1950s and started again in 1981 at the University of Sussex. There now exists at this university an archive of hundreds, thousands, of pages of detailed observations by alert, intelligent people telling some of the story of the daily experiences of ordinary people in Britain in the twentieth century.

-Ron Price with thanks to LNL Radio, 10:40-11:00 pm, 21 September 2000.

Beginning in 1937 in the Bahá'í community a project known as the Seven Year Plan, based on the initial outline in the Tablets of the Divine Plan, has continued under many different names. Hundreds of people, many thousands now, moved to different parts of the world to establish, to extend, to teach, the Bahá'í Faith. Many hundreds of these people kept diaries and collections of letters, wrote autobiographies and poetry to convey the stories, the experiences of their lives. An archive now exists, spread out over dozens of places around the globe, which will one day provide a useful base, resource, for future historians wanting to write a history of the first four epochs of the Formative Age.

-Ron Price, Pioneering Over Three Epochs, 21 September 2000.



                                                                                                A DIFFERENT CAMPAIGN

After watching a special Anzac Day documentary commemorating the events at Gallipoli, part of the Allied expedition known as the Dardanelles Campaign which began on this weekend eighty-five years ago, I was moved to contemplate a different campaign. This 'different campaign' could be said to have begun eighty-four years ago, although it was not formally launched until 21 April 1937, sixty-three years ago. I have been part of what became an international campaign, or crusade, in 1953 for forty-one years. I wondered how the events of these years, the years I have been associated with this crusade: 1959-2000, would be portrayed in some future documentary. This poem trys to tell some of the story. I take on the persona of 'an old veteran' interviewed from time to time during the course of the documentary. By the time such a documentary is made I shall be long gone into the immortal realm.

-Ron Price, Pioneering Over Three Epochs, Unpublished Manuscript, 2000.

It was not about heroism, not

down under; it was about adventure,

a certain excitement, mateship,

relief from boredom,

the chanelling of youthful energy.

And it did all that; it was a buzz,

but only for a while, until you

had to settle down for the long haul.

After twenty years, say, '62-'82,

you knew that faith had to strain

feebly against the unbelieving night

and it has these past eighteen years.1

My pitiable trophies have been trivialized

to the core, never mention them any more,

embarrassed by their irrelevance. I think,

for awhile, I felt like a hero, but that halo

got tarnished and then it simply disappeared

like a puff of smoke into oblivion's world.

My long-nurtured imperfections

have lost their epically egregious tone;

my shame has been with me for so long.

It is not so much a taking pride in death,

waited for so many years now, it is

a fatigue, a weariness at this old-born war.

I would evacuate the field, if I could,

withdraw to the beaches, the boats

and get the hell out of here.

The enemy's intransigence, implacability,

no longer enchants me, hasn't for years.

By '92, I'd had enough. I think that is why

I write, transferred the battlefield to my study.

I speak from a weariness of battle far prolonged.

The anabasis will go on while I fashion this poetry

and in the light of day resume the engagement,

not mowed down, as we once were in war, but

always living to see another day, part of a legion

stretching to horizon's end,

champions of the Peerless,

darlings of the Friend?

1 1982-2000

2 Roger White, "Lines from a Battlefield," Another Song, Another Season, George Ronald, Oxford, 1979, pp.111-112.

Ron Price

25 April 2000



                                                                                    A DINNER FOR MYSELF*

About nine months before he died in April 1993 Roger White sent me a copy of Emily Dickinson: The Complete Poems. At the time I was just completing my thirtieth year of pioneering: I had worked for twenty-five years as a lecturer-teacher, although for five of these years I had done other things and my energies were starting to thin out; I had come to find aspects of Bahá'í community life more demanding than I had ever anticipated to the point of psychological exhaustion; my health had taken me to the edge of that same psychological stamina several times; two marriages had tested my sensibilities and those of my partners to the limit. Indeed I was just beginning to feel talked and listened out. Little did I know, when I opened this rather hefty pocket-book of poetry during my winter break from teaching, in mid-July 1992, barely seven weeks after the centenary of Bahá'u'lláh's ascension, that Roger was giving me a manual that would assist me down the track of the last half of my life, the evening of my days.

-Ron Price, Pioneering Over Three Epochs, Unpublished Manuscript, 2000; Emily Dickinson, Number 612.

I was heading toward a privacy

that would record my heart,

free from endless talking

and the oppression of that part;

free to tell my deeper and

less accessible script: the tone,

the temper, inner life where I

knew that I must, at last, start.

There were so many emotions

and desires locked away,

a void was created by their absense

and I had to fly so that I may

find the man in the mire,

who seemed to have lost his fire

in some internal war with sense,

some amorphous discontent.

Free from what I could not express

in those places where people talk,

I now could write with clarity

about life's privations and its joy.

About the great and Gold direction,

the flaming beacon and the hope,

amidst the gloom despairing,

His Wondrous Vision and perfection,

brightest emanation of His Mind,

fairest fruit of civilization

the world had ever seen,

one it would some day find.1

14/2/2000                                                                                           ....1 Shoghi Effendi, World Order Letter, 28 November 1931.

                                                                                                A DOCUMENT, A RECORD

The Metropolitan Museum of Art is holding a retrospective this month, in April 2000, on the photographical work of Walker Evans. I know nothing about Mr. Evans, but his photography was an interesting document on his times, a record of his days and years, the sentiments and styles in the first half century of American history and a personal autobiography. The brief summary I saw, perhaps ten minutes, on The News Hour with Tim Lehrer went by so quickly I did not catch it all. But it had something to say, indirectly, about my own autobiographical work.

-Ron Price with thanks to The News Hour with Tim Lehrer, 5:00-6:00 pm, 7 April 2000.

Showing my world as I see it:

a poet warrior, heavily armed

with the stuff of my life, my

world, my religion—

a document over three epochs,

a record of my days,

not so plain and simple,

clear and visually straight from the shoulder

as Evan's work. But, with Keats,

an almost instant transmutation of impressions,

thoughts, reading and ideas into poetry,

well, what some might call poetry, what

I might see as a study for poetry.1

1 See Robert Gittings, Selected Poems and Letters of Keats, Heinemann Books Ltd., London, 1981(1966), pp.8-11.

Ron Price

7 April 2000

                                                A DREAM BORN FROM THE FOUNTAIN




There is something about remoteness that produces a literature of place, that induces the kind of meditation from which real writing springs. Literature in general belongs in essential ways to place. It invokes place to speak in its fullest voice. This assumption lies deep in the bones, hardly needs stating, belongs to the privacies of writing. This is particularly true for some homefront and international pioneers. For some, they must write. They are born readers, diary keepers, letter exchangers and savers, history tracers, great talkers—when you give them a chance, when the time is right. Some writers in this pioneering tradition produce highly self-conscious work because an underlying theme in this work is so often what it means to be that mysterious thing, a pioneer for the Bahá'í Faith. This mystery is also checked against the shaping dream, the ideal conception, the person of 'Abdu'l-Bahá.




Some writers, some pioneers, draw on the rich, substantial, historic past because it is a measuring rod with which to judge the present. For some the theme of that complex fate, being a Bahá'í, appears again and again. For Price defines his sense of being a Bahá'í over and over again from a multitude of perspectives. These definitions and their rich context follows him like his shadow, everywhere dependent on the place of the sun, how fast he is going and the contour of the land. Price has been a shape-shifter for years, decades.


-Ron Price with thanks to Allan Angoff, editor, American Writing Today: Its Independence and Vigor, Libraries Press, NY, 1957.




The sense of space,


of a territory ahead,


of spiritual, material


possibility: these are


the constants of the


Bahá'í dream, a dream


born from the fountain


of a profound literature,


a dream achieved not


inherited, each generation


beginning again and again


with history's rich and


defining saga spread out


before them waiting to be


discovered and understood


in new, wonderful configurations.




Ron Price


4 February 2000




                                                                  A FAINT REFLECTION




There is no doubt that we who enjoy the benefits of a technological society have been purposefully deluged by a sea of representations which, in some ways, have drowned reality. Our experiences now involve, to varying extents, the images we see on TV. We are adrift, says Baudrillard, in a world of simulacra, pure images, floating free. This world of the visual spectacle, the endless ribbon of entertainment, news and information, has brought, for some, essential aspects of a new unity, the oneness of mankind. For others it has contributed to an emptying out of their inner life, a loss of its fullness and a feeling of futility deranging that life.1 But whether the effects are positive or negative, or both, the place of the poet and his poetry is often a paralysed one. If the world is indifferent, suspicious and bored with the poet's offerings; if it is largely disinterested, cynical, acquisitive and distant, then the poet must deal with this tough, solid, resistant, ambivalent, disaffected and harsh reality, where the meaning of his words has virtually died.


-Ron Price with appreciation to 1The Universal House of Justice, Letter, 26 November 1992; and Ron Price, Pioneering Over Three Epochs, Unpublished Manuscript, 2000.




While these images and these events


rain down during these fate-laden years


of historic significance,


other images and other events


which have impregnated the earth,


when a new creation was born,


which we link with our days,


a faint reflection,


in no way commensurate


with the sacrifice


so gloriously evinced


by our spiritual forbears,1


but certainly: tough, resistant,


harsh, tortuous, long, stoney.




1 Shoghi Effendi, Citadel of Faith, USA, 1965, pp.100-102.




Ron Price


26 January 2000




                                                            A FINE EXCESS




Insensibly there developed in my late teens and twenties, in the first decade of my pioneering experience(1962-1972), the habit, the pleasure, the occupation, whether sleeping or waking, of thinking about the Bahá'í Faith and its relationship with learning and the cultural attainments of the mind. It came to be kneaded into the very stuff of my brain. My fingers became died in its wool. Whatever I touched seemed to become stained with its many colours. My mind filled up involuntarily with some aspect of its multitude of absorbing questions. So it was, that when poetry began to gush out of the rock of my life in my late forties it surprised, even me, by its "fine excess," as John Keats said it was the purpose of poetry to surprise and in this way, through 'excess.' I like to think my poetry would come to strike the reader of my work, again in Keat's words, "as a wording of his own highest thoughts and appear almost a remembrance." But whether it did or did not,(and it certain had not as I write these words) the writing of it brought me an excitement, an adventure, a pleasing toil, a creative turmoil that satisfied what has been, over several decades, a highly adventurous temperament.


-Ron Price with thanks to Virginia Woolf, "Walter Raleigh," Collected Essays, Vol.1, Chatto and Windus, London, 1966(1925), pp. 314-316.




I did not much like books either


when I was young but, gradually,


insensibly as my late teens became


my late twenties I got caught in their


"fine excess". So, it was after twenty


years of such fine excess, pouring over


more books than I can count that


I transferred it all onto the page:


the finest thoughts I could find,


the best I could think and mixed


them with the finest and the best


that I could find in the vast


literature and culture of humanity


and called it my prose-poetry.




Ron Price


29 April 2000




                                                                        A FINISHED FEELING




Although this poetry is principally concerned with self-knowledge and the continuum of human experience for the most part over three epochs, but also including greater reaches of time, which is really one experience and one story, it is poetry written as part of, in the context of, an emerging social order in historical time. It is not poetry written in vacuo, or ex nihilo. It is poetry which is partly sustained by a faith in the power of language to make sense of the world, however imperfectly; which draws on vocabularies of certainty and uncertainty; which exposes and explores my life, my society, my religion, on journeys into places where I confront or take pleasure in existence, in myself; which provides details and circumstances of a narrative in which I discover and define, describe and explain, the signs and symbols which make my life, my experience, intelligible. As I survey my days I recognize my potential and actual weaknesses, my actualities and strengths, a process that seems part of the achievement, the perception of a moral life. I describe enhanced perceptual moments, the historical context for the emergence of this new Faith; my frustration, sadness and anxiety in the process of living. I also describe my joy in the present, in the actual, living moment with an enhanced perception of life's value attained (a) from the generative locus of death which, although defying my perception, is a strong and important part of my belief; (b) through the continuity of divine guidance in that charismatic institution known to Bahá'ís as the Universal House of Justice and (c) my own poetic exploration which is synonymous with the form, the content, the process of living and a way of existing.


-Ron Price with thanks to Ross Murfin, editor, Joseph Conrad: Heart of Darkness: A Case Study in Contemporary Criticism, St. Martin's Press, NY, 1989, pp. 97-113; and Greg Johnson, Emily Dickinson: Perception and the Poet's Quest, University of Alabama Press, 1985, pp.156-168.




There is so much we cannot see


as we emerge from our obscurity;


it defies our perception now, but


death and time will set some things


significant, profound, which now we


hurry by. Your drifting sights,


unfocused, quite limited they be,


will be made so different, then,


when death has come to thee—and me.




The smallest things unnoticed, overlooked before,


by that great light upon our minds will heighten


worlds and lives galore. And one day these


institutions wherein we labour now, it often seems


in vain, while we seem so jostled on this narrow road


so plain, will be the subject of an awful leisure and a


belief to regulate. We will have a finished feeling which


one experiences at graves, but giving sharp precision to


who we are.




And so as experience fleets on by on this journey without end,


paradise is but another name for the arduous within. It often


seems quite patternless and complex beyond measure,


this profound experiment we're in, adventure for the soul


to find, perhaps, to attend, hounded by our own identity.


To this end I cross mountains and seas beyond the shores.


Then deserts come before my view with sand that blows


until it burns. The goal, the quest, so long in view seems


to need that wilderness through which I blaze my lone


and only trail, even in collective, in group, in that synergy,


the battle lies in the individual, the soul, the will, until the end.




Ron Price


29 April 2000






                                                                  TRANSFORMATION




In the 1950s and the early 1960s, in the last years of the Guardian's life and just before the election of the Universal House of Justice, a new school of ideas began to develop called postmodernism and a new form of art known as minimalism. It is my contention that there is a pattern, a framework, within which the Bahá'í can perceive these new intellectual and artistic phenomena which had their origins just before I went pioneering in 1962. The word I would focus on is transformation: the Guardian's exegisis, the extension of the Bahá'í community to many new countries, the "rise of the World Administrative Centre"1 beginning in 1951, among other reasons. The following poem attempts a brief description of that framework and that transformation.


-Ron Price, Pioneering Over Three Epochs, Unpublished Manuscript, 2000; and 1 Shoghi Effendi, Citadel of Faith, p.91.(March, 1951)




They1 were defining the world


as it raced through the ninth


into the tenth stages of history,


defining it with a new asthetic,


a new whole, a new sensibility,


with the progressive integration


of art and everyday life, attacking


autonomous institutionalized art


as they went along, starting, it


looked like, from and with nothing.2


For art was now everywhere;


religion was everywhere


in a disciplinary cross-fertilization,


in a bewildering variety of positions.


Metanarratives were seen with a skeptical eye.


The entire fabric of society and the moral order


was disintegrating in a proliferation of perspectives,


in a constantly shifting process of signification:


transformation was the watchword in this wide world


and a small community, unknown to the world,


was undergoing yet another of its many transformations.




1 The first postmodernist thinkers and minimalist artists: 1950-1963.


2 SBS TV, "Modern Art", 16 March 2000, 9:30-10:30 pm. Many minimalist artists were concerned conceptually with nothingness.24/3/2000






                                                A FREIGHT OF COMPLICATED THOUGHT




The American poet, Donald Hall, retired before the age of 55 so that he could get away from the pressure of work as a Professor of English, live in the present, enjoy the comfort of his own home, the bliss of simple daily life and appreciate the pleasures of life for as many years as possible before his demise. I was pleased to read this in an interview with Hall because I did the same a little later in life than Hall, at the age of 55, for similar reasons. The interviewer referred to some of Hall's delightful poetry written since his retirement. I trust some of my work is as delightful. Some of my poetry is about the ordinary person in an age of incredible change. Some of it is part of my engagement with the entire world experience. Some of it is an immersion in the pastness of the past. For writing poetry is not a career but, rather, a daily lived experience, a search for that liquid voice that can wear through stone. Here in the quiet of my own home, I calmly chase poems until they catch me. For I am playing my part in what is, has been and will be the long haul, to use a phrase of Adrienne Rich. It is both a personal haul and a global haul for the community I am part of, the Bahá'í community.


-Ron Price, Pioneering Over Three Epochs, 7 August 2000.




I am a man with a mission,


not to win prizes, but to prepare


the way for the great flowering,


the great burgeoning of my religion


in the years, the decades ahead.




I am a man who has consciously


fused religion and poetry as part


of this communal art form,


this community building,


this enhancing exercise.




In my poems you will find


visions of the Bahá'í struggle,


hammer and nails, basic tools


for defining and understanding


our experience and carrying


a freight of complicated thought.




For I have a strong sense of


a very rich tradition created


in some two-hundred-and-fifty years1


and a sense, too, of my poems


like little machines for recreating energy


and attention in LOVE.




1 1753-2003




Ron Price


7 August 2000






                                                            A FRESH GRACE




Most writers, according to Doris Lessing, are mildly depressed. When asked what her most joyous moments were she said "at the beginning of each book."1 I agree that a certain melancholia, a certain pensiveness, a certain level of emotion recollected in tranquillity, are present during the writing process. But there is also: intensity, pleasure, a celebratory joy, on rare occasions tears born in a commingling of sadness and joy, a solemn consciousness, a thankful gladness. I know what depression is like from years of suffering from a bi-polar disorder. I know all the gradations of depression from the death wish with blackness to the death wish in a quiet grey, to the mild depression that Lessing tells of. I know despair, a frenetic hypomania, immobilizing fear, mental chaos and, when I write, none of this is present. There is a culture of feeling which I am in quest of and which I find before I write or during the writing process. There is a freshness of the emotions, a connecting of this freshness with life, with my own heart and with the world around me. It does not always occur with the same degree of intensity, but it must occur to some extent, or writing for me is impossible. When I try, without these oils present, it is like dry, thin, black, soil out in the hot sun: no life, no vitality, no freshness, no heart, a meagre mind.


-Ron Price with thanks to Doris Lessing, "Books and Writing",ABC Radio National, 16 January 2000; for his Pioneering Over Three Epochs, Unpublished Manuscript, 2000.




No, Doris, 'mildly depressed'


does not really describe it for me.


There's a fusion of life and death


instincts, now, after dieing so many


times in this life and praying for


friends and loved ones in the


kingdom of immortality over so


many years. This is at the heart


of my creativity and Eros, too,


with its culture-building capacities,


its attraction passionee,1 its flowing


in love, friendship and sociability,


making reason more sensuous and


happiness a bi-product of a fresh


grace infusing the power of thought.




This, Doris, comes a little closer


to telling how I tell it, what goes


on in my inner life where these


new and wonderful configurations


seem cast upon the mirror of creation.2




Ron Price


17 January 2000




1 For a discussion of the interrelationship between the life and death wish, instinct, I draw on Anthony Giddens,The Transformation of Intimacy: Sexuality, Love and Eroticism in Modern Societies, Polity Press, Cambridge, 1993, Chapter 9.


2 'Abdu'l-Bahá, Secret of Divine Civilization, Wilmette, 1971, p.1.






                                                            A FRESH GRACE




Most writers, according to Doris Lessing, are mildly depressed. When asked what her most joyous moments were she said "at the beginning of each book."1 I agree that a certain melancholia, a certain pensiveness, a certain level of emotion recollected in tranquillity, are present during the writing process. But there is also: intensity, pleasure, a celebratory joy, on rare occasions tears born in a commingling of sadness and joy, a solemn consciousness, a thankful gladness. I know what depression is like from years of suffering from a bi-polar disorder. I know all the gradations of depression from the death wish with blackness to the death wish in a quiet grey, to the mild depression that Lessing tells of. I know despair, a frenetic hypomania, immobilizing fear, mental chaos and, when I write, none of this is present. There is a culture of feeling which I am in quest of and which I find before I write or during the writing process. There is a freshness of the emotions, a connecting of this freshness with life, with my own heart and with the world around me. It does not always occur with the same degree of intensity, but it must occur to some extent, or writing for me is impossible. When I try, without these oils present, it is like dry, thin, black, soil out in the hot sun: no life, no vitality, no freshness, no heart, a meagre mind.


-Ron Price with thanks to Doris Lessing, "Books and Writing",ABC Radio National, 16 January 2000; for his Pioneering Over Three Epochs, Unpublished Manuscript, 2000.




No, Doris, 'mildly depressed'


does not really describe it for me.


There's a fusion of life and death


instincts, now, after dieing so many


times in this life and praying for


friends and loved ones in the


kingdom of immortality over so


many years. This is at the heart


of my creativity and Eros, too,


with its culture-building capacities,


its attraction passionee,1 its flowing


in love, friendship and sociability,


making reason more sensuous and


happiness a bi-product of a fresh


grace infusing the power of thought.




This, Doris, comes a little closer


to telling how I tell it, what goes


on in my inner life where these


new and wonderful configurations


seem cast upon the mirror of creation.2




Ron Price


17 January 2000




1 For a discussion of the interrelationship between the life and death wish, instinct, I draw on Anthony Giddens,The Transformation of Intimacy: Sexuality, Love and Eroticism in Modern Societies, Polity Press, Cambridge, 1993, Chapter 9.


2 'Abdu'l-Bahá, Secret of Divine Civilization, Wilmette, 1971, p.1.




                                                      A HEURISTIC HERMENEUTIC




George Whalley, Professor of English at Queens University in Ontario, gave a talk entitled Teaching Poetry back in 1978. He said that poetry must be grasped by the senses; and readers must function in the perceptual mode, if a poem is to be 'experienced.' Once the senses are engaged much else is possible. Without it, little happens. Reading poetry, he goes on, must become a heuristic activity; readers must experience the quality of sustained reflection, have confidence in their perceptions and judgements and, only then, slowly advance toward that disciplined adjustment, the mental exercise, that is the inexhaustible business of getting to know.1 The desire to understand and to unify ourselves and our world is a hazardous process; there are risks. I would argue that, if "the two most luminous lights in either world," intellect and wisdom, are to bring to our lives that "fresh grace" and that "ever-varying splendour" now adorning "the temple of existence,"2 poets must become a source of social good, a source of happiness and peace, well-being and advantage to their fellow-men.


-Ron Price with thanks to 1 George Whalley, "Teaching Poetry," The Symbolic Order: A Contemporary Reader on the Arts Debate, Peter Abbs, editor, The Falmer Press, NY, 1989,pp.225-236; and 2'Abdu'l-Bahá, Secret of Divine Civilization, Wilmette, 1970, pp.1-2.




To fill up your senses


with this poetry


may be beyond


my poetic capacity,


but I guarantee you


a heuristic hermeneutic.


You have to work it out


where meaning arises


as you interpret


these forty years


that I have laid out for you


in these verses,


years since the passing


of the Sign of God on earth


with events of unique character


and untold significance1


in this history and in my own days


which lie behind me like a dream,


an illusion, a syllable of recorded time,2


a walking shadow and yet with sweet


melodies which, sooner or later,


exercise their influence on my soul.3




1 The Universal House of Justice, Wellspring of Guidance, p.4


2 Shakespeare


3 Bahá'u'lláh, Bahá'í Prayers.




Ron Price 26 September 2000




                                                      A KINDRED SPIRIT




On reading some of the works of Bertrand Russell while at university, I think it was, I knew I had found in him a kindred spirit. As a lecturer in philosophy and the history of ideas over the years I always drew on his A History of Western Philosophy. I also enjoyed his Why I am Not a Christian and his Conquest of Happiness and recommended them to friends and relations. Much of what he wrote, especially in mathematics, of course, I did not have the knowledge to appreciate. On reading Michael Holroyd's brief essay1 on Russell in Launceston's City Park on a delightful autumn day I was moved to write the following.


      -Ron Price with thanks to Michael Holroyd, Unreceived Opinions, Pen guin, 1973, pp.210-214.




You were always trying to escape


from that intrinsic temperament of


loneliness mixed, as it was, with the


aggravation of those dark years of


transition. You never did eradicate


the despair in your soul as you


wandered like a ghost alone,


a thousand miles from the herd


which might as well have lived


on another planet. And still you


searched for oneness in large


groups of human beings.




I, too, struggled with my demons;


tried to vanquish them with marriage


in my own dark heart of an age of


transition. Found my oneness while


young and held it all my life: a religion


of western civilization.1 Here the sweetness


of my melody kindled my own soul and


arenewed a tranquil conscience within me


and I learned to work with the herd, to


become one with it. In the darksome night


of despair my eye turned expectant and full


of hope to the morn of Thy boundless favour2


and so this autobiography could and did emerge


in the late afternoon and early evening of my life.3




1 Arnold Toynbee, A Study of History.


2 Bahá'í Prayers                        


3 Holroyd wrote that Russell's autobiography was a "wonderful essay struggling to emerge."(p.214)




Ron Price      


14 April 2000




A KINDRED SPIRIT




On reading some of the works of Bertrand Russell while at university, I think it was, I knew I had found in him a kindred spirit. As a lecturer in philosophy and the history of ideas over the years I always drew on his A History of Western Philosophy. I also enjoyed his Why I am Not a Christian and his Conquest of Happiness and recommended them to friends and relations. Much of what he wrote, especially in mathematics, of course, I did not have the knowledge to appreciate. On reading Michael Holroyd's brief essay1 on Russell in Launceston's City Park on a delightful autumn day I was moved to write the following.


      -Ron Price with thanks to Michael Holroyd, Unreceived Opinions, Pen guin, 1973, pp.210-214.




You were always trying to escape


from that intrinsic temperament of


loneliness mixed, as it was, with the


aggravation of those dark years of


transition. You never did eradicate


the despair in your soul as you


wandered like a ghost alone,


a thousand miles from the herd


which might as well have lived


on another planet. And still you


searched for oneness in large


groups of human beings.




I, too, struggled with my demons;


tried to vanquish them with marriage


in my own dark heart of an age of


transition. Found my oneness while


young and held it all my life: a religion


of western civilization.1 Here the sweetness


of my melody kindled my own soul and


arenewed a tranquil conscience within me


and I learned to work with the herd, to


become one with it. In the darksome night


of despair my eye turned expectant and full


of hope to the morn of Thy boundless favour2


and so this autobiography could and did emerge


in the late afternoon and early evening of my life.3




1 Arnold Toynbee, A Study of History.


2 Bahá'í Prayers                        


3 Holroyd wrote that Russell's autobiography was a "wonderful essay struggling to emerge."(p.214)




Ron Price      


14 April 2000




                                                            A LONG WAY TO GO YET




The value of creative work of any kind is in the whole of it. 'Til that is seen no judgement is possible....technique....has importance only when the Conception of the whole has a significance of its own apart from the details that go to make it up.


-Joseph Conrad, The Collected Letters of Joseph Conrad, Vol.2: 1898-1902, Cambridge UP, 1986, p.332.




With respect to my own oeuvre, I believe, although I can not be sure, I am far from what Joseph Conrad calls "the Conception of the whole" with "a significance of its own apart from the details that go to make it up." I think it is safe to say, though, that my multi-perspectival view of the world has not degenerated into a relativism and its moral vaccuum, a solipsism or a triviality. In the act of telling my story I constantly reassess my relation to society as both a social and an aesthetic act. I find that my own experience as a poet in history is so tied to the social fabric of the Bahá'í community as a whole that the flexibility and precariousness of this relationship is the very basis on which representation and evaluation are integrated through point of view.


      -Ron Price with thanks to Robert Weiman in Joseph Conrad: Narrative Technique and Ideological Commitment, Jeremy Hawthorn, Edward Arnold Publishers, London, 1990, p.xi.




An integrative vision,


a whole world,


a detective story,


making connections


in the framework of


a System that links


together the lives and


consciousness of those


whose existence they and


the Power they serve impinge.




Price's achievement is based upon


a set of ideological perceptions


which are artistically interlocked


and constitute an understanding


of this Order as participating System,


as a set of connections,


influences and determinations.


This is my work, the work;


no mere adventurer;


no glamorous romantic,


but a steady and simple fidelity


to what is nearest to hand and heart


in the short moment of each human effort—


part of those artistically interlocked


perceptions and integrative vision.




Ron Price 22 April 2000




                                                      A LOSS FOR WORDS




After our second visit to Bahji and a special visit to the room 'Abdu'l-Bahá rented when he came to Bahji during His ministry, I wrote the following poem while seated in a cool, air-conditioned bus which was travelling from Bahji to the house of 'Abdu'llah Pasha. At the time I was sitting beside an attractive, single, blond, Russian lady in her late twenties who lived in Malta as a pioneer. I sensed that she did not want to chat and so, during the approximately twenty minutes we had on the bus, I wrote part of a poem reflecting on the Bahji experience, where the Qiblih of the Bahá'í World is located. We had just completed five days of our nine day pilgrimage.


-Ron Price, Pioneering Over Three Epochs, 10 June 2000.




His shoes! One can never fill those shoes!


Little brown shoes in a box beside His bed.


My son and I said the Tablet of Visitation


four times together facing that bed


in that little room of the Pilgrim House,


after walking around the mansion of Bahji:


simple, full of memories, memorabilia,


beautifully designed gardens and paintings


of Lua Getsinger and John E. Esslemont.




.....the above poem was discontinued. We then visited the House of Abdu'llah Pasha and the Ridvan Gardens. The poem was completed on the bus returning to Mt. Carmel and the House where 'Abdu'l-Bahá lived in Haifa......




More shoes of 'Abdu'l-Bahá,


Shoghi Effendi's room,


the dust of the Bab in that room,


the two windows of the prison cell


from Ali Pasha's house,


and the Ridvan Garden,


the centre of the Verdant Isle.


What can one say about all this?




Ron Price


10 June 2000




                                                      A MIND LIVELY AND AT EASE

It is said that an artist's work is the sum total of his experience. The artist does not create from a tabula rasa, but from a rich menu of specific and unspecific experience, grey and vague and highly and variously coloured. The artist drafts his own destiny as he drafts his music, his art, his sculpture or his poetry. And he is never sure, as Stephen Spender puts it, however confident he may be, whether he has misdirected his energy, or whether his poetry is insignificant, irrelevant or great and important.

-Ron Price, Pioneering Over Three Epochs, 8 August 2000.

A mind lively and at ease

is a gift of fortune

and gives meaning and value

to perceived experience,1

to the deep and rich

satisfaction of my own writing

and to the slow charting of the

progress toward our destiny.

The unperturbed mind

is quickest and can deal

with the vanity of vanities, life,

which we must both accept and

reject, which pierces us with its

nonsense and its strange relations.                                                                        

1 Jane Austen, Emma.

Ron Price

8 August 2000



                                                      A MIND LIVELY AND AT EASE

It is said that an artist's work is the sum total of his experience. The artist does not create from a tabula rasa, but from a rich menu of specific and unspecific experience, grey and vague and highly and variously coloured. The artist drafts his own destiny as he drafts his music, his art, his sculpture or his poetry. And he is never sure, as Stephen Spender puts it, however confident he may be, whether he has misdirected his energy, or whether his poetry is insignificant, irrelevant or great and important.

-Ron Price, Pioneering Over Three Epochs, 8 August 2000.

A mind lively and at ease

is a gift of fortune

and gives meaning and value

to perceived experience,1

to the deep and rich

satisfaction of my own writing

and to the slow charting of the

progress toward our destiny.

The unperturbed mind

is quickest and can deal

with the vanity of vanities, life,

which we must both accept and

reject, which pierces us with its

nonsense and its strange relations.                                                                        



1 Jane Austen, Emma.



Ron Price

8 August 2000



                                                            A MOUTHED GRAVE

Discovery of the true meaning of a text, of this poetry, this art form, will never be finished. The process of interpretation is infinite and can really only take place when the poems are read with dialogic engagement, with a fusion of horizons, between reader and writer. Meaning emerges from this process of engagement. Language here is a reservoire of tradition and a medium through which writer and reader coexist. Dilthey, the historian, wrote that we can only really know our own life. The past, for us, is a permanently enduring, though changing, present form. It is part of the condition of our human existence and it is, ultimately, undecidable and inconclusive insofar as its meaning, its interpretation, is concerned.1 This meaning will go on in extended forms in perpetuity, infinitely, stealthily and secretly toward our eternity. Hopefully, these thoughts of mine, delivered from my brain, from that reservoire of tradition, nursed by time, will take a new acquaintance of thy mind.2

-Ron Price with thanks to Zygmunt Bauman, Intimations of Postmodernity, Routledge, London, 1992, pp. 125-133 on 'hermeneutical sociology'; and 2 Shakespeare, Sonnets, Number 77.

This glass will show you something

of the precious moments of my days

and its leaves, my mind's imprint,

which I let fall so you could taste

their wherewithall. This glass will

only show part of my memory, like

a mouthed grave that only will spew

some of its worms. For some of it is

vile and I will take it with me to the

grave and beyond to soil the fair

bowers of eternity. I do not want

to deliver all this detritus to words.

I have said what I can not expunge

from memory as it makes bitter-sweet

my taste: I spurn this mortal world.1

Ron Price

18 January 2000

1 'Abdu'l-Bahá, Selections, p.239.

                                                                  A MYSTIC TONGUE

Charles MacIntosh, architect and artist who died in 1928, transmuted life's sadness into love for his wife and his environment. His wife, Margaret, died four years later and, as far as we know, did not talk about her husband in those years when she was alone. This poem is addressed to Margaret in those years after Charles died. I have selected a date within the period of Shoghi Effendi's writing his World Order Letters,

March 21, 1930.

-Ron Price with thanks to the 1996 BBC program, replayed on ABC Arts Sunday, 16 July 2000.

21 March 1930.

Dear Margaret

Can you, too, transmute

your sadness into love? Where do

you go with your sadness, now?

How do you live with your aloneness?

And all that love of beauty: can you

still give it form? Why was it you

were destined not to hear that Word?

Whomsoever Thou willest Thou

causest to draw nigh unto the

Most Great Ocean1 He has said.

Surely, you will soon be gathered

together in that Undiscovered Country

beneath the shade of the Tree of Life

in that all-glorious Paradise

and you will talk again

in the mystic tongue of heaven.2

1 Bahá'u'lláh, Bahá'í Prayers, p.120.

2 Charles MacIntosh had his tongue cut out in his last years due to cancer.

Ron Price

16 July 2000





                              A NARRATIVE VOICE AND ITS COHERENCE

Although Price felt himself to be quite self-contained, especially after his temporary retirement at the age of fifty-five, he did enjoy meeting, every four to eight weeks, a small group of between fifteen and thirty Bahá'ís spread across the rest of Tasmania, two other Bahá'ís in George Town where he lived every ten days or so, his wife's family located at several points along the Tamar River, a small handful of neighbours whom he met while on his evening walks, and one or two dozen 'seniors', as they were now called, at the School for Seniors where he came to teach creative writing in the first year of his stay in this latest of pioneer locations.

In telling his own story, his autobiography, he was not recklessly candid, but he was honest to an extent which would be seen by some as startling and by others as not frank enough. He certainly did not go into the kind of detail in relation to his private life which many contemporary and conventional autobiographies were want to do, about self and others. But he did cover the range of human emotions and attitudes from the melancholy, solemn end of things to the place where joy and even ecstacy did enter.

Price felt he had given a considered account of his experience, had extracted whatever value he could from his disappointments, gathering in, sometimes complacently, sometimes with thought and ingenuity, all their compensations. This tall man, just a shade under six feet, over two hundred pounds in weight, some forty more than he started with at the outset of his pioneering life in 1962, gazing as he did, imperturbably at his life as a pioneer and the rise and development of the religion he had joined more than forty years before, could be trusted to continue his massive poetic after the insensible evolution of eight foundation years of writing, if only for the intense pleasure it gave him to provide sense, balance and judiciousness for future generations when the Cause he had devoted his life to had, in fact, revolutionized its fortunes-as inevitably it would-a thousandfold.

-Ron Price with thanks to V.S. Pritchett, The Complete Essays, Chatto and Windus, London, 1991, pp.1-5; and Shoghi Effendi, Citadel of Faith, p.117.

Can I convey the immensity and wonder

of these epochal shifts,

of this great existential horror,

violence and chaos

that I have witnessed

since I entered the scene

on the edge of destruction?

What observations and images

can impregnate my poetic and

thus explain a life, a time, a day?

Can this narrative voice and its coherence1

take me and my world

beyond some encumbering theory, some epithet,

into the glaring light of an immense complexity,

the fullness of human contradiction

and inconsistency,

with its twistings and turnings,

beyond simplifying and narrow experience

into imagination's enlarging circle

and reason's rigour?

Ron Price

4 March 2000

1 David Womersley, The Transformation of the Decline and Fall of the Roman Empire, Cambridge UP, Cambridge, 1988, p.101.




                                                A NEW LITERATURE

The material which any Bahá'í with an interest in some form of literature: poetry, novel, play, short storey or essay, has to draw on is massive. For, as Shoghi Effendi informed us, the process whereby the unsuspected benefits of this new religion have been manifested to the eyes of men has been slow, painfully slow, and has been "characterized....by a number of crises which at times threatened to arrest its unfoldment and blast all the hopes which its progress had engendered." It has always been a very complex fate being a Bahá'í. In the last stages of history, in the three epochs that this poetic opus is named after, the major responsibility of being a Bahá'í has entailed fighting against a perception of religion which inclines the observer to be completely disinterested in anything that goes by the name of religion; or, should that inquirer already possess a religious commitment, inclines him or her to having a mind-set that is locked water-tight against anything new.

-Ron Price with thanks to Henry James in American Writing today: Its Independence and Vigor, editor, Allan Angoff, Libraries Press, NY, 1957, p.159; and God Passes by, Shoghi Effendi, 1957, p.111.

Of course, it is not as bad as that,

it's worse!

One becomes,

as one knows one should,

out of a necessity defined

by the Central Figures

of this Faith,

a seed-planter,

a farmer!

But, as any farmer

will tell you:

farming is hard work,

especially farming

with the harvest always

down the road somewhere,

sometime. Of course:

the station of the farmer

will be raised

in the estimation

of the lord of the village.1

1 'Abdu'l-Bahá, The Tablets of the Divine Plan, p.12.

...Ron Price 4 February 2000

                                                                        A NEW MUSIC

Three weeks before Ridvan in 1951 Shoghi Effendi announced the "rise of the World Administrative Centre" of the Faith, "a process that had been kept in abeyance for well nigh thirty years." That same year the world's first computer music was put together in Sydney on a Sirac computer, the fifth in the world.

-Ron Price with thanks to Paul Dornbush on "Arts Today," ABC Radio National, 10:30-10:45 am, 29 November 2000.

Yes, a new music was in the air,

a new machinery, of a new Order,

the implications of which were

not widely appreciated, but which

were being erected and perfected.

Painstaking effort had been,

and would be, required

for such an unappreciated,

virtually unknown, unrecognized

addition to the planet's resources.

The torchbearers of a new age

that was just breaking onto the world:

silently, unbeknownst,

with a poignant heroism

on the long road which had been trodden,

on the onward march toward the goals

of peace and unity,

to further embellish the annals of this Faith

and take its music to the uttermost ends of the earth.1

1



Ron Price

29 November 2000

                                                A NEW PHASE OF EXPLORATION

In the world of explorers we find many models, metaphors and myths that can inform, illumine and enlighten the Bahá'í experience of pioneering. Sir Richard Burton(1821-1890) is one example. He began his explorations in the 1840s and is famous for his journeys in the Middle East and Africa. Burton is one of the more intellectual of the explorers; he had immense courage and was half in love with easeful death, as Keats put it. During the last twenty-six years of his life he seemed to have lost his exploratory zest. Perhaps this was due to his marriage. He was an adventurer and a writer. Few explorers were both. By the time the Tablets of the Divine Plan were implemented in 1937 the world of exploration was ready for another phase. My own life was but one example of pioneering, of this new phase of exploration.

-Ron Price, Pioneering Over Three Epochs, Unpublished Manuscript, 2000.

It was all a drama to him1

and he wrote it in his books

in that Victorian detail that

could have half of it edited out

and we would not miss a thing.

It was about travelling to him

and travelling alone, not arriving;

it was about a courage, barriers,

the self-indulgence in his age.

And so is it for us,

a travelling, often alone,

a courage, barriers and,

I must confess, a self-indulgence,

half in love with easeful death.

1 Sir Richard Burton

Ron Price

26 March 2000





                                                                        A NEW SERIOUSNESS

What poetry needs is a new seriousness. I would define this seriousness simply as the poet's ability and willingness to face the full range of his experience with his full intelligence. Such a response integrates both the sense of emptiness in many of life's conventionalities and the sense of being overwhelmed with the feeling of life's confusion and incoherence. This new poetic seriousness does not deny the fears and desires of life, however obscurely they cross our path and however much we try to elude them. The poet's task is to make sense of them. In the process the poet aims his imagination at the world and himself, point blank. He does so with a creative vitality, a concentration and a sense of purpose. He applies these talents and faculties to his rich internal resources, resources which are more variable, substantial and self-renewing than the ordinary, the common, non-writer insofar as ideas and words are concerned. Working from this base the poet creates his own style, identity and language, seemingly from scratch.

Such a poet requires readers with the ability to learn the unique language of his poetry; such readers need the ability to reinterpret language afresh, the language of each poet. Such readers also require concentration and interest, if they are ever to enjoy poetry.

-Ron Price with thanks to A. Alvarez, Beyond All this Fiddle: Essays 1955-1967, Allen Lane, London, 1968, p.40.

Yes, this has been a new seriousness,

a new one for me in my days in mid-life.

Looking at it all, five decades of stuff:

point blank, sifting through,

such a jumble and tumble

of hours and years,

of desires and fears,

of conventionalities,

of incoherencies,

putting it all, now, in perspective,

creating my own identity,

language and style.

Yes, Mr. Alvarez, from scratch,

well partly, seemingly, seriously.

Ron Price

23 July 2000



                                          A NICHE MARKET

This poem was written after reading Jack McLean's book Under the Divine Lote Tree while I was travelling on a train from Chicago to Toronto en route to my home town and, eventually, to Haifa and my pilgrimage.

-Ron Price, Pioneering Over Three Epochs, 25 May 2000.

A niche market: following

in a fine tradition.1 I think

the first essays I read were

Esslemont's. "Good on yer,

Jack," as they say in Australia.

Here is some dancing, Jack,

a dancing with angels,

a symphony of joy,

a kind of grace,

a picture from the galley,

a transformation of the

clot of life, a plunge into

a mystery, a swallow of life,

a sharper focus, an unveiling.2

But, I can't tell it all in a poem,

Jack. Can't eliminate all the

incessant chatter. But I send you

this, Jack, with thanks for those essays.

Keep it up, Jack, old fellow from yesteryear.

1 the market of publishers for essays.

2 words used by McLean to describe the writing of poetry.

Ron Price

25 May 2000

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                                                                  A NOURISHING MEDIUM




Poetic autobiography is not so much a generic category as it is a literary strategy, a strategy for voicing enthusiasms and complaints, observations and understandings about self and life; a strategy for examining what has determined and predetermined the status and voice, the role and nature of the poet; a strategy for creating meaning as much as, or more, than communicating it. For to write, as some poets argue, is to act. To confess failings is but one way of examining successes. Such writing is a uniquely civilized and civilizing phenomenon with many strategies underpinning it, sometimes conscious, sometimes not. Poetic autobiography can take all of the sensory input of life and make it a nourishing medium. It can take the personal life, the life that is deeply lived, and take it beyond the personal.1


      -Ron Price with thanks to Anais Nin in Aesthetic Autobiography, Suzanne Nalbantian, MacMillan, 1994, p.171.




Mine is a type of conversion narrative,


an archtypal pattern,


part of a maturing process,


a move toward self-discovery,


a history of a soul,


an apologetics of theodicy


and of my individual being,


but one manifestation


of a subjective impulse.




A story of unrelated reminiscences


and anecdotes which flows


like a brook down through the hills,


its course changed by every boulder


and I just make the trip1


as naturally as the ancient land itself


which does not move in my whole life.




1 Alfred Kazin, "The Autobiography of Mark Twain," Mark Twain, Harold Bloom, editor, Chelsea House, 1986, pp.132-3.




Ron Price


8 September 2000




                                                            A PACE SO RAMBLING


                                                      A CREATURE SO STRANGE




To tell the truth about oneself, to discover oneself near at hand, is not easy. Few have tried, wrote the great autobiographical essayist Montaigne; 'tis a rugged road. To follow a pace so rambling and uncertain, as that of the soul, or 'the life within' as Montaigne defined soul, to penetrate the dark profundities of its intricate internal windings, to choose and lay hold of so many little nimble motions, is a new and extraordinaroy undertaking. In the process we withdraw from the common undertakings of life, as we write the book of our life. For the life without and the life within are by no means in agreement. The inner creature is strange, variable, a world of polarities. To be aware of it brings "a temperate but profound happiness."


-Ron Price with thanks to Virginia Woolf, Collected Essays, Vol.III, Chatto and Windus, London, 1966(1925), pp. 18-20.




At one moment this pioneer is exalted


and, at another, his nerves are on edge.


He is never bored, although he is often


tired beyond his soul's endurance and


then he needs to sleep with his strength


sapped to utter exhaustion. Yes, he


withdraws to his inner room, to his tower;


here he turns the pages of books and leaves


the world to the many where he lived for so


long, beyond his retirement and contemplation,


his half-smiling, half melancholy, dreamy


looseness and ease. And when his fellow


beings call he enjoys the pleasure of their


inevitabilities and communicates his soul.




Ron Price 15 May 2000






                                                      A PERSON ON THE MOVE




The lives of learned men have at many times in history been perforce nomadic. From Greek philosophers escaping from the Persians to Germans in modern times, the intellectual has often been a person-on-the-move or on-the-run. Many Bahá'í pioneers, striving to exemplify that first attribute of perfection, that 'Abdu'l-Bahá describes in His book 'Secret of Divine Civilization,' namely, "learning and the cultural attainments of the mind," have also been possessed of this nomadic quality. I write this poem from Hong Kong on what may just be the only day in my life spent on the continent of Asia, nearly thirty-eight years from the beginning of what seems a long nomadic road.-Bertrand Russell, A History of Western Philosophy,1945, p.402.




Beginning with all that homework


and all those Bahá'í books


just ten miles from where I grew up,


a peripatetic existence began


which continued until today:


you could call it travel teaching,


what with all those towns and houses


and thousands of books


and deep and meaningful conversation


trying to spread a seed


in a discouragingly meagre soil,


still a refugee from the Persians


and still the books pouring in


and a striving for the cultural


attainments of the mind.




Ron Price


17 June 2000




                                                A POETICS OF SURVIVAL




In the first five months I was a member of the Bahá'í Faith, October 1962 to February 1963, Sylvia Plath went through a personal crisis that ended in her suicide on 11 February 1962. During this time Plath wrote her Ariel Poems through which she refigured her identity. She tried, as Susan Dyne puts it, "to reconstitute a self."1 Plath did not create any master narrative of her life or her art, no explanatory paradigm, no inevitable, no logical progression or pattern in her poetry. Her subjectivity was fluid rather than fixed; her dynamic relation to life and culture made for a continuous interpretation, a frequent revision, of her narrative, a rearticulation of self and identity. Writing was, for Plath, a substitute for herself. A threat to one was a threat to the other. In her writing she tried to rewrite her lived experience, in what Dyne calls, a poetics of survival. Thirty years later I, too, was working out a poetics of survival in a language adequate to my experience.


            -Ron Price with thanks to Susan Dyne, Revising Life: Sylvia Plath's Ariel Poems, University of North Carolina Press, Chapel Hill, 1993, p.1.




While you were working out


an adequate language for your


feelings and how to survive,


I was too,


but not with the white heat


intensity that took you to


the edge and out of it.




Mine seemed to be without


the least effort; without search1


at first, but slowly I worked out


an adequate language for my experience


for the object of my quest.


And a master narrative began to unfold,


an explanatory paradigm


in which to pour the fluids


of my subjectivity,


a slowly evolving identity


within which I could reconstitute my self,


reconfigure my being


through the complex jungles of life,


through the configurations,


the permutations and combinations


of events that were my days


while I was responding


to this momentous Call,2


receiving His utter perfections


and anticipating a vast Garden.3




1 Bahá'u'lláh, Hidden Words.


2 The Bab, Selections, p.59.


3       ibid., p.63                                     ........Ron Price 22 February 2000




                                                                  A POETRY OF TRANSCENDENCE




Poetry has a capacity, shared with all the creative and performing arts, to give expression to the self, to identify the self, to define the emotional and perceptual core of the human experience. I think poetry can perform this task with a particular ability and, if successful, can shed an unusually brilliant light on the issues concerned with self. Poetry gives words to the uniqueness of the person, to the stable and unstable bundle of selves that are sometimes, if not usually, at war or at least in some kind of skirmish, battle or conflict in this seat of understanding. The poet, as any educated person recognizes today, knows the self is culturally conditioned, culturally created. And the poet plays with this reality. The self has been a preoccupation of semiologists, filmmakers, literary critics, novelists and poets for much of the three epochs of concern in this body of poetry. There are so many aspects of the issues which this concern with self raises: the loss of self, the loss of the fulness of the inner life, the loss of certainty about its nature, the feeling of futility,1motivation, perception, emotion, interpretation, morality, language, et cetera.


-Ron Price with appreciation to Kenith Simmons, "The Missing "I": Poetry from Kayak in the 1980s", World, Self, Poem: Essays on Contemporary Poetry, Kent State UP, Kent, Ohio, 1990, pp. 97-109; and The Universal House of Justice, Message, 26 November 1992.


                                                                 


Poetry is not psychology,


sociology or semiotics.


The science here is more art,


windows to my unknowable


interior---and yours:


the riddlesome,


obsessive and


haunting exploration


of my soul


by means of this


poetry of transcendence:


white, colourless, soundless


telling of the refining of my


impatient ores, held in


exquisite tension,


nerves relaxed at last


after being strung


brilliantly tight, densely coiled


for a lifetime. Is this the emotion


recollected in tranquillity?




Ron Price


8 February 2000




                                                            A POETRY UNIQUELY MY OWN




This poetry is written partly with the same hope of Herodotus "of preserving from decay the remembrance of what men have done;" partly with the belief of Thucydides that this is "the greatest movement yet known in history;" partly with Tacitus' sentiment in mind: "not to relate at length every motion;" partly conscious of the difficulty of the historian, namely, "combining truth-telling with story-telling;" partly surrounded by imperfect fragments, sometimes concise, sometimes obscure, sometimes contradictory;" partly on the basis of "a knowledge of human nature" and the operation of passion supplying the want of historical materials; partly with my own particular set of facts in the grand story; partly like Homer writing in an epic manner; partly with a style and vsion that is personal and poetic and uniquely my own.


-Ron Price with thanks to Robert Hutchins, editor, "History," Great Books of the Western World, The Great Ideas I, William Benton, Toronto, 1952, pp. 711-719.




You were a utopian, even then,1


about the same time I espoused


what many call a type of utopianism.2




You knew, even then, that


liberalism and socialism had collapsed3


as explanations


of our world and ourselves


and that the task of reason, our task,


was to formulate choices.




Well, I did, even then,


and my world, even now,


plays seriously with


socialism and liberalism.




I, too, was alone in my new politics,


but I found a fraternity


as I combined, as you did,


biography and history


in a sociological imagination.




1 C.W. Mills, The Sociological Imagination, Oxford, 1959.


2 One of the critiques of the Bahá'í Faith that I've had to deal with over the years is a view that it is a form of utopianism.


3 See Irving Louis Horowitz, C. Wright Mills: An American Utopian, NY, Free Press, 1983.




Ron Price


18 November 2000


                                                                  A PORTRAIT




The literature on autobiography, that is the analysis of the genre that has developed during my pioneering life, and especially since I entered the international pioneer field in 1971, suggests that the simple conveyance of personal truth, in an essay or a novel, indeed, in any written form, can also be seen as autobiography. The attempt to convey truth of any kind goes beyond the necessity to write historically factual material. One model of autobiography, say C. Spengemann's, for example, sees it as a developmental process: historical, philosophical and poetic. My poetic autobiography operates on all these levels of stages.


-Ron price with thanks to David mcCovey, Artful Histories: Modern Australian Autobiography, Cambridge UP, 1996, p.1-5.




A generation of analyses of autobiography


places this poetry of mine


squarely within the genre,


a genre of making connections


of the desperate toward the unified,


of making life cohere,


of making reflections


on my historical consciousness


of life's meaning,


making a portait and providing


a basis for understanding my time,


my history and my future.


For everything I do is my narrative.




Ron Price


23 June 2000




                                                                  A PREOCCUPATION




Poetry has a capacity, shared with all the creative and performing arts, to give expression to the self, to identify the self, to define the emotional and perceptual core of the human experience. I think poetry can perform this task with a particular ability and, if successful, can shed an unusually brilliant light on the issues concerned with self. Poetry gives words to the uniqueness of the person, to the stable and unstable bundle of selves that are sometimes, if not usually, at war or at least in some kind of skirmish, battle or conflict in this seat of understanding. The poet, as any educated person recognizes today, knows the self is culturally conditioned, culturally created. And the poet plays with this reality. The self has been a preoccupation of semiologists, filmmakers, literary critics, novelists and poets for much of the three epochs of concern in this body of poetry. There are so many aspects of the issues which this concern with self raises: the loss of self, the loss of the fulness of the inner life, the loss of certainty about its nature, the feeling of futility,1motivation, perception, emotion, interpretation, morality, language, et cetera.


-Ron Price with appreciation to Kenith Simmons, "The Missing "I": Poetry from Kayak in the 1980s", World, Self, Poem: Essays on Contemporary Poetry, Kent State UP, Kent, Ohio, 1990, pp. 97-109.


                                                                 




                                                                              A PRESSING FORTH




Just as the juice that comes from a wine press is what it is because of a prior process, a process that began, arguably, with the growing of the grapes; and just as the juice involves a squeezing out, a pressing forth and is something new and distinctive, so, too, is a poem a product of a gestation, an urge from within, a prior process. A poem is a result of what John Dewey calls 'expressive action.' It is a result of: something old and stored away that is revived and given new life and soul; long periods of prolonged activity, although it often appears like some spontaneous act; things we have most completely made a part of ourselves and which cease to have a separate conscious existence; a remaking of one's experience of community in the direction of greater order and unity, coherence and meaning; a commotion, a turmoil, an inner disruption, demanding utterance; being taken possession of by a muse, by some leavening force that leavens the world of being; emotion operating like a magnet drawing to itself the necessary material; a carrying forth to completion of an inspiration or a passionate excitement-about-something; a prolonged interaction of something within the self and something without producing some 'issuing forth' from the self.


-Ron Price with thanks to John Dewey, Art As Experience, Perigee Books, 1980(1934), NY, p. 61-65.




I create an experience that knows not


where it's going and begins with need.


The whole self moving outward


and forward with alternating


flights and perchings, lifted high


above perception's narrow cliff


to a work of art, an aesthetic experience,


framed for enjoyment, growing meaning


toward an end, process, accomplishment,


a single quality pervading,


subtle shadings of a hue,


insatiable curiosity, devourer of forms,


inward energy finding release,


an order, place, space and organization.




Ron Price


15 September 2000




                                                            A PRODUCT




Woody Allen, in an interview with Michael Parkinson, talked about his movie making experience. He said that, except for a few of his movies, he had developed a distaste for most of his final movie products. He found that, after working on each of his movies for a year of more, he enjoyed them less and less; he found many of them, in the end, distasteful.




There are some aspects of life and of the Bahá'í experience which, like Allen's movie making activity, are in the end not enjoyable, not pleasureable, but you go on doing them: for the reward, for the pleasureable features of the task, putting up with the unpleaseable features along the way, out of a sense of duty or out of necessity or, like Allen, because it has become a habit that occupies your time, sometimes pleasantly, sometimes unpleasantly.


-Ron Price with thanks to Woody Allen in Interview on Parkinson, ABC TV, 5 February 2000, 9:30-10:30 pm.




You get your holidays;


you rest your spirit somewhere:


in Switzerland,


sleeping on a loved one's shoulder,


in prayer,


having a swim or a walk.




But always it returns:


the weight, the work,


the test, the battle.


It finds you in the corners


of your life, in the deepest


recesses of your being and


it turns the screw and


you must deal with it,


each time differently,


with actions and with


acquiescence. Yes, there


is radiance, but not every


inch of the way. It's a product.




Ron Price


6 February 2000




                                                                        A RAINBOW BRIDGE




Over many years Price developed a mild resentment of anything that came between him and his art. Much, if not most, of his poetry he was confident would never be of interest to, perhaps, the vast majority of people. Price was confident, though, that he had developed a new way of seeing and feeling about autobiography, about autobiographical form, about the conveyance of history, ideas, philosophy, indeed a good deal of the social sciences and humanities, especially as it related to his religion, the Bahá'í Faith. Price devised, in quite a painstaking way, eking out his delicate gift laboriously, a means of expressing the capricious and volatile essence of himself and decanting it in his poetry.


-Ron Price with thanks to Virginia Woolf, "George Moore," Collected Essays: Vol.1, Chatto and Windus, London, 1966(1925), p.341.




Running through all these poems


is the belief that it is the private


life that matters, that it is the soul's


growth in the garden of existence,


that the drawing together of the


seen and the unseen, the ordinary,


brick and mortar, that veil through


which we see infinity, on a rainbow


bridge connecting my passion and


my prose, determined as I am to make


you see a vision that has become


so much a part of me that


without it I'm not sure I
                                                                  A RANGE OF EMOTIONS



In 1877 the confinement of Bahá'u'lláh within the walls of the prison-city of Akka was terminated. That same year Antonin Dvorak wrote his Symphonic Variations and they were played in Prague. These Variations were Dvorak's masterpiece for full orchestra. This music takes the listener through an astonishing range of emotions from solemn grandeur to sparkling wit. In variation #18 the horn states the melody simply against a background of magically transformed harmony. By 1877 Bahá'u'lláh had experienced an astonishing range of emotions and transforming harmony in 'the Rose Garden of changless splendour,' in the first twenty-five years of His ministry. The poetic vahid which follows, initially inspired by Dvorak's work, tells something of these emotions and this harmony.       -Ron Price with thanks to Conrad Wilson, Record Cover, "Symphonic Variations," Dvorak, London Symphony Orchestra.



He had, by 1877, inhaled

the fragrance of the mystic

Flower in the ideal Garden

for twenty-five years

and experienced

an astonishing range of emotions.



If one is as autobiographical,

as historical, as possible,1

this phenomenon

with its grave miens,

extreme devoutness and piety,

amazing intensity,

spellbound vision,

mute with wonder,

terrifying politics,

savoured horse-rides,

inner sense of noble destiny,

ever-expanding sensitivities,

a consummate human harp,

a striking, vivacious beauty

to love and share a life,

penetrating to the marrow

of an issue, tempered by

a dynastic system of steel fang,

golden claw and a human stench.

.......

describes some of the emotions

and harmonies of His Life.



1 Following David S. Ruhe, Robe of Light, George Ronald, Oxford, 1994, p.3. Ruhe says he strives in his "chronicle" to make it "as autobiographical as...sources permit."



Ron Price

20 November 2000








                                          A REALLY DECENT CATCH



To the creative poet, the world is his oyster, which he opens with his pen. Sometimes, of course, the sea or the river where the oyster lives is too turbulent for him to procure his catch, or the tide is not in his favour, or duties on land keep him from working the oyster bed. When he does open each of his oysters he may be fortunate enough to experience each of them like something new with subtlely distinct flavours, may taste each of them as if they possess unique and original tastes for the palate. For the connoisseur, due to a wide experience and a cultivated and refined culinary sensibility, perceives distinctive qualities, feels an excitement, even a joyful loss of self in the intensity of the application of his gustatory skill and activity as well as a sense of both pleasure and relief at the moment of completion, the reward for his work. An oyster sliding down into his stomach. This experience is not unlike the poet's.

-Ron Price with thanks to T.S. Eliot, The Use of Poetry and the Use of Criticism, 1933, p.108.



                       

They started to open up;

I'd been trying for years,

but always found the shells

too sharp, too hard, too far

out in the river whenever I

was around. But, suddenly,

just about overnight, they

were sliding down my throat

by the dozen, as smooth as

smooth could be, totally

frictionless, as if I'd been

doing it for years,

down by the river's edge,

as if they were waiting for me

and my pen-knife to be consumed,

to give themselves to me

at last, as if somehow

I'd earned the ease and pleasure,

after never getting a really decent catch.



Ron Price

3 March 2000

                                                                        A REFLECTION



The challenge presented by the bankruptcy of the Western world, a world, a civilization, which emerged in the years 1475-1500,1 to the increasingly stricken and stunned population of moribund and often anarchous countries was taken up by many souls who lived through the darkest heart of the age of transition in the second century of the Bahá'í Era. Millions of lost sheep found a shepherd to comfort them with pastoral rod and staff as they walked through the valley of the shadow of death, little did they know. Their Lord infused them with His love and knowledge and the goodly pearls of His wisdom and utterance were brought forth out of the treasury of their hearts.

-Ron Price with thanks to Arnold Toynbee, A Study of History, Vol. 8, p.115.



The foundations of a new social structure

were raised on the ruins of a range of political

isms. These foundations would prove to be

the thing which the world's religions and

thoughtful men everywhere were longing for.

At civilization's darkest hour, with barbarians

whose names no one could define or agree on,

born into social milieux encountering tremendous

challenges and momentous often overwhelming

experiences, with the problem of global disunity

slowly and imperceptibly being solved by world

statesmen, Price did not attempt a panoramic history

of his times, or a comprehensive sociological analysis

of his culture and society; rather he divined the character

of his time and tried to catch its reflection in a work of art,

                                    his poetic autobiography.



Ron Price

19 May 2000



                                                                  A RELIGION FOR HUMANKIND

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              In 1957 an English translation of Emile Durkheim's Professional Ethics and Civil Morals(1950) was published. In that book(pp.98ff) Durkheim wrote that "the links that bind each one of us to a particular spot in an area where we live are extremely weak and can be broken with the greatest ease....Professional life, on the other hand, takes on increasing importance...is destined to form the basis of our political structure...the true electoral unit....the links attaching us to one another derive from our calling rather from any regional bonds." My pioneering experience, even my pre-pioneering and youth days beginning about the time of the English publication of Durkheim's book in 1957, reflects Durkheim's emphasis on the value of the professional context of my life for the teaching work. For it was here that the fertile soil of my teaching work was found. Even now that I am retired, the work I do in the 'volunteer sector' of society, an area not unlike the professional association, is the place for the substantial part of my seed-planting activity.

-Ron Price, Pioneering Over Three Epochs, Unpublished Manuscript, 2000.



After living in two dozen towns

I can honestly say that the links

that bound me to places were

weak and easily broken. But,

so was this true of the bonds

of professional life for, these

too, were not rooted in social

contexts as sacred and binding

as those of religion and kinship.

And even these, during the last

three epochs, for the pioneer,

were broken again and again.



But, mysteriously, in the process,

a sense of an organic unity,

a religion for humanity,

a sacredness of collective ideals,

a will to life and an individual ethic

emerged slowly all around me

embracing all things and, with it,

an inextinguishable thirst

for unattainable goals like

the unity of humankind—in our time.

Everything was religious,

had a religious colour,

was the basis of mystic sympathy.1



1 See Durkhein and Postmodern Culture, Stepan Mestrovic, Aldine de Gruyter, NY, 1992.




Ron Price

2 April 2000



                                                                  A RESCUE



"I am myself only when alone," writes Proust. While I find there is some truth in this perspective, I get some sense of who I am from others: from the suffering they bring me, the absurdities they engage in. Indeed relationships bring with them an infinitely complex and interconnected whole and any meaning we give to that whole, or part thereof, is a political one or religious if you prefer that term. That meaning involves making some assumptions about life, about self and about others. But, whatever the assumptions, they can not explain the fuzzy, messy, contradictory, chaotic and inevitably inexplicable realities of social life.

-Ron Price with thanks to Ronald Hayman, Proust: A Biography, Heinemann, London, 1990, p.413; and John Briggs and F. David Peat, Turbulent Mirror: An Illustrated Guide to Chaos Theory and the Science of Wholeness, Harper and Row, NY, 1989.



There are so many crucial

biographical questions

which can only be partially

answered in our attempts

to understand ourselves

and others along the way.



A memory, a grief,

are mobile things

and they give to

these poems a style,

some kind of immortality,

some rediscovery,

some discovery of a form

that will control the future

in a totally inconspicuous

and unobservable way,

rescuing me from the

fractured nature of discontinuity

and solidarity's limitations.



Ron Price

3 September 2000





                                                            A RESTLESS CROWD



The character of the writing of Fox, Bunyan, Defoe, Cobbett and Franklin in the two hundred and fifty year period before and during the revelation of the Bahá'í Era(1644-1894 ca) was intensely autobiographical. As Puritans they all believed in success, material and spiritual, and if you removed this mainspring from their value system you removed the centre of their meaning construct and created a disappointed sectary snapping sourly at his neighbours. We get the making of a mind, the formation of a temperament, in their various autobiographies. We get the stories of their travels, for they were always on a journey, travelling from place to place, restless. They warned us against the way of the world, but they were men immersed in it.

-Ron Price with thanks to V.S. Pritchett, The Complete Essays, Chatto and Windus, London, 1991, pp. 130-134.



Price's autobiography was one of the first from the generation of Bahá'ís after 1937, among the many that would come to characterize a genre of writing when eventually published at some stage in the twenty-first century. His was also an autobiography, it could be said, from the third generation of pioneers, restless men and women who, after 1892,1 responded to the needs of the Cause for people to travel and to take up residence on a foreign soil. He knew, as any well-trained pioneer came eventually to know, that material success or even an apparent spiritual success, was no guarantee or indication that he was ultimately winning, so to speak. He knew, too, that the process whereby the unsuspected benefits of his Faith were to be manifested to the eyes of men was slow, painfully slow, and was necessarily characterized by crises, the frequent arrest of Its unfoldment and a periodic blasting of his and Its hopes.2

-Ron Price with thanks to 1Peter Smith, "The American Bahá'í Community:1894-1917," Studies in Babi & Bahá'í History, Vol.1, Moojan Momen, Kalimat Press, 1982, p. 85(1 generation =30 years); and 2Shoghi Effendi, God Passes By, p.111.



A restless crowd,

always on the move,

a long way back,

reinstitutionalized

in Their Plans,

made use of

again and again

and again.

Right from the start,

Letters of the Living,

sent by all Three,

done for Shoghi Effendi

and then the House,

forever, well, at least

a long time to come.



Ron Price

4 March 2000



                                                            A REVOLUTION



Arthur Marwick says "I believe that 1958 to 1959 was a point of change....and that another point of change is apparent by 1974....I would apply the term 'cultural revolution' to this period, a social and cultural transformation."1 This aspiring poet, the author of over five thousand poems, became a Bahá'í in October 1959 during that first point of change. This was less than three months after a U.S. District Court in New York ruled that Lady Chatterley could be shipped through the mails after years of censorship. In addition films began to be made from a female perspective; for example, A Taste of Honey(1960) and The L-Shaped Room(1962).



By 1962 I had gone pioneering on the homefront with my parents. By 1974 I had been pioneering in the international arena with my first wife for three years. By 1974 this marriage was over; I'd endured a mild-schizo-affective disorder, taught Eskimos, Aboriginals and trainee teachers and had entered a relationship with a Christine Sheldrick who was to become my second wife--and her two daughters who were to become my step-daughters. The following poem, a nineteen line vahid, tries to summarize those sixteen years.

      -Ron Price with thanks to 1Arthur Marwick, The Sixties: Cultural Revolution in Britain, France, Italy and the United States: c.1958-c.1974, Oxford UP, Oxford, 1998, p.801.



It was a revolution all right.

Those sixteen years took me

across the biggest ocean

in the world and from

one pole to the other,

from one marriage to another,

one classroom to another,

one country to another,

one mental state to another,

one mental hospital to another,

from primary teaching

to post-secondary education,

from adolescence

to early adulthood

and further into the meaning

and experience of pioneering

the newest of the world's

religions over two epochs,

in the dark heart of an age.



Ron Price

13 October 2000



                                                                  A SHEER IMPOSSIBILITY



Why I write poetry is much the same as the motive of any artist. It is the simple desire to function freely and beautifully, to give outward and objective form to ideas that bubble inwardly and have a fascinating lure in them, to sort out and give coherence to my ideas thus putting them into suave and ingratiating terms, to get rid of them dramatically, with a flourish and make an articulate noise in the dense fog that blankets the world. What I choose to write about is: a matter of temperament, education and environment and feelings that are dominant at the time, feelings inspired by a host of sources and that involve what is inside me as much, if not more, than the external world. If anything resembling the genuine artist is concealed in me; if, in other words, I possess feelings that are both profound and original; if I have an above average capacity to express these feelings and an impulse to express them with superior vigor, irresistably, a sheer impossibility to hold them in, then I move from art to life and assume a sense of personal dignity that is deserved.

-Ron Price with thanks to H. Mencken, A Mencken Chrestomathy, Alfred Knopf, NY, 1974(1916), p.429.



We're talking about

the necessity to write,

some mysterious motive

power, a pressing yearning

to empty ideas upon the world,

to hammer them into shapes,

to compel attention and respect,

with a Mr. Charming of structure

and colour, of flash and civility,

giving to the world something

worth having—a sorting of the

riddle of existence and having

justified my own existence,

in a style which is me,

and me symbolically.



Ron Price

1 March 2000





                                                                  A SIMILAR OBSESSION



In 1863, at the age of thirty-five, Leo Tolstoy wrote to his cousin Alexandra: "I have never felt my spiritual and moral energies so untrammelled and ripe for employment....I am now a writer with all the force of my soul. I am writing and thinking as I have never written and thought before in my life." I have found this sentiment to be true for me from about 1992, at the age of forty-eight. A certain fatigue with much of life had slowed me down by that year and made the via contemplativa a more attractive path. My full acceptance of lithium by 1992 as well as my retirement from the teaching profession and LSA work in a large Bahá'í community by 2000, has allowed me to channel, to focus, my tripartite obsession with my self, my faith and my society on the especial details, differences and similarities in these three areas of human existence by means of writing. This is the key, or at least one of the several, to whatever success I am now having as a writer and poet, to the release of the forces of my soul and their untrammelled and ripe employment.

-Ron Price with thanks to Tatyana Tolstoy, Tolstoy Remembered, Michael Joseph Ltd., London, 1975, p.9.



It is impossible to assess the use

of this elusive, far from uniform,

impossible to explain and greatly

changing life. This puzzled observer

of the human condition draws on

irresistable simplification and necessary

fiction while reason succumbs to need.



Sometimes I daub characters with

single epithets; sometimes I encumber

them in rigid psychological theory,

but always part of my own narrative

voice and the coherence it creates.



I want to present the human in the fullness

of all its contradictions and inconsistencies.1



1 W.B. Carnochan, Gibbon's Solitude: The Inward World of the Historian, Stanford UP, 1987, pp. 101-105.



Ron Price

30 October 2000

                                          A SIMPLY INCREDIBLE SYNCHRONIZATION



Visiting the Science Museum in London reinforced in visual and concrete ways, in vivid form, the remarkable synchronization of the history of the Bahá'í Faith and the developments in modern science. The poem below deals with one of the areas of this synchronization. It was written in the Science Museum foyer on the first floor facing a section called 'Robot Wars.'

-Ron Price, Pioneering Over Three Epochs, 3 June 2000, 4 pm.



A great release of heat,

of fire and warmth began

at the time of this birth.

A display of the history

of gas and its use by modern man

like so many other inventions

and applications by Western man

in the epochs

of the Heroic and Formative Ages

of the Bahá'í Era

and the embryonic years

of the Shaykhi school1

showed

a simply incredible synchronization.



1 For arguement's sake, the years 1810-1820.



Ron Price

3 June 2000







                                                            A SLOW POOR BURN



Price, like the playwright Arthur Miller, was simultaneously a loner and a gregarious man, a part of the whole but also apart from it. Self-knowledge and self-empowerment were functions, for both men, of skepticism, self-removal and the necessary separation of man from society. A complex relationship existed for both men between the individual and the group; there was the mask of conformity which was part of the American identity itself and the real core of identity which was the private one. This private one, Miller saw as often lost in the welter of social pressures and forces. Proper self-consciousness, Miller thought, required understanding of our choices, commitment, responsibility, conscience, morality, ethics and tragic failure. These pulls and pushes of life's enterprise were at the core of our success and failure.

-Ron Price with thanks to The Cambridge Companion to Arthur Miller, editor, Christopher Bigsby, Cambridge UP, 1997, p.235.



You can't get along without it;

it's your ticket to integration,

the sine qua non of

any successful teaching:

the mask of conformity

in a heightened self-consciousness

where we are aided by

the power of understanding1 and

all those pushes and pulls

at the centre of our life.



It is here, here, where I found

a drop of His ocean.

I would have given the world away.

Phoenix-like, I was consumed

in the flames of the undying Fire.

It was a slow, poor, burn.

Thousands of treasures

circled round my poverty.2





1 'Abdu'l-Bahá in The World Order of Bahá'u'lláh, Wilmette, 1974(1938), p.17.

2 Bahá'u'lláh, Kitab-i-Iqan, Wilmette, 1970(1931), p.131.



Ron Price

25 March 2000

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